Diligent Fingers is back with another free download.
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Touching on memories of relationships tainted by lack of trust, insecurities, cheating and manipulation.
LYRICS
Verses
Never thought we’d end up so distant
Sick and tired of dancing around the issue
Here’s to hoping we were really going the distance
Caught up in tunnel vision just wouldn’t listen
Too many walls to break down
The real effort was so one sided
At least I know how much I’ll take now
Won’t even give you a second chance to deny it
I know you’re lying/
Still on a level I wish you’d level with me
Coz on the surface you know we didn’t deserve it but still you just wouldn’t let go and let it fester in me
Fuel for the furness all I wanna do is burn it to a crisp
never asked you to ever settle for meÂ
You had your options I had no power stop em guess you never found that jealousy ever present in me
Severed connections never intended to keep/
Still on reflection the pain was buried so deep
Another lesson I never pressured to teach
Hidden protection your weapons could never breach
If it wasn’t for affection your section id never reach
Manipulating your speechÂ
You kept on pressing I never left with defeat
Coz others blessings I never left you to seek
Found out your settings were never setup for me had me starting on a level I’m never meant to complete/
I was never meant to compete with these figures from your past that you never mentioned to me
I couldn’t settle with ever letting you creep still jarring to my mind that you ever felt it could be
I had to fight i was never setup to flee
Plus your lie dem couldn’t hide it to get the better of me
Sizing me up to standards I’ll never meet
You tried it but your efforts couldn’t get the measure of me